....although I've basically watched one person die from multiple gunshots, and watched another who sustained serious injuries in a separate shooting.
It's part of my job to be at those scenes, it's different when I'm at work...it's different when I have to point a gun at someone. I've had my finger moving towards the trigger, fortunately the subject complied. I'd just suggest seeking some sort of counseling. Everyone is different, not everyone can do what I do because it takes a certain ability to disconnect. Have him talk to a counselor or therapist, it will help.
It's part of my job to be at those scenes, it's different when I'm at work...it's different when I have to point a gun at someone. I've had my finger moving towards the trigger, fortunately the subject complied. I'd just suggest seeking some sort of counseling. Everyone is different, not everyone can do what I do because it takes a certain ability to disconnect. Have him talk to a counselor or therapist, it will help.
